Thread: My Brother

My brother died from a cocaine overdose. He was having a bad trip cuase he took too much, then he kept saying that his heart was pounding in his head and was gonna jump out. He was paranoid and kept asking for water but the water did nothing to stop him from being thirsty.

A friend called 911 and cops and a ambulance picked him up. On the way to the hospitol they gave him some valium but still coldnt get his blood pressure down.

He died after he had some seizures in the emergency romm.

Sorry to hear. I've used before and yes, it feels like your heart is gonna jump outa your chest. Scariest feeling. Did they ice him? They're suppose to put ice or make him cold.

Yeah, they iced him in the ambulance a little and once he got to the er they really iced him. When he could talk - or scream, really - he was yelling how he was burning up. Guess the ice helped but man, it was hard to watch. They let us go in a couple times before he passed. It was real hard. My mom still has nightmares about it.

This is for my brother


I miss you so much, Bobby. Sometimes the pain is just too much. We were so close. I can't even look at Cindy. Why did you go with her, when I wanred you, Man? I knoew it was gonna happen. Why didnt you listen to me, Bro? why?

Mama is still broken up about it. You know, you were her favorite. She would never admit it but we all knew. Those nights when she would sit at the porch swing, waiting for you to come home. That's still her favorite spot in the house. Like shes waiting for you still. She gets these big puddles of tears in her eyes all the time, and nobody can do nothing.

Bobby, I hope youre happy. I hope to see you again someday. Gonna give you the biggest punch in the gut I can, haha.

I'm trying, man. All I can say, is I'm trying. I'm trying to stay clean. but its hard, you know? I wish you were here.

I just wish you were here.

Happy birthday, man. I love you.

Sorry to hear, PolekJames

Addictions suck!

hug

Pollekjames,

I am sorry for your pain, and your family's pain at the loss of your brother.

I pray that you find angels on both sides of the veil, rushing to come to your aid and comfort.

~4tRACY


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My condolences, PolleckJames.

Give your mom a hug.

Thanks everyone.

Its still hard. Got a big hole in my chest.

Wish I could help...SORRY

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